Dear T,

[americasuitehearts]

Wrap the length of your shoelace around my throat
Choke me out before I say something stupid
“I wish we didn’t end”

But the end had already passed
Standing in a field of mutual silence and ash
From the bridges we burnt down late May

So now I’m left with that bitter feeling in my gut as I watch you laugh with (my ex) friends on the way to class
And the knowing looks I get when someone mentions your name

You said you’d always respect my wishes
I just wish you were dead.